Founding access

When everything around you feels uncertain, what holds you?

Pregnancy doesn't always unfold gently. In Awe isn't a promise that life will go according to plan—it's a guide for staying connected to yourself when it doesn't. Founding access is open.

What happens when you join

  • Immediate lifetime access inside Circle upon enrollment
  • Every access point includes the complete In Awe experience—all 30 chapters, the full companion journal ecosystem, and community spaces
  • Partners are fully included with their own dedicated companion journals and pathways
  • Supporter and Steward include 4 live Circle Sessions over 8 weeks with the founder
  • If your pregnancy path changes, your emotional support does not disappear—Loving Legacies remains part of the ecosystem

What In Awe is for

Sometimes you feel deeply supported. Sometimes you feel alone in ways you never expected. Relationships strain. Medical systems fail. Fear gets loud. Loss enters the story. Identity shifts faster than you can make sense of them.

And even when everything looks fine from the outside, the inner experience can still feel overwhelming.

Inside, you'll find guided reflections, practical tools, and emotional scaffolding to help you:

  • Make sense of overwhelming thoughts and emotions instead of silently spiraling
  • Stay connected to your own voice when fear, systems, or other people try to drown it out
  • Navigate conflict, uncertainty, or isolation with more steadiness and self-trust
  • Recognize inherited family patterns before they unconsciously shape this chapter
  • Communicate more clearly with the people walking this path beside you
  • Move through birth, difficult decisions, postpartum, or loss feeling more grounded and less alone
  • Emerge from this threshold knowing yourself more deeply—not less

Because even though you can't control every outcome, you don't have to disappear inside them.

Founding pricing

Three tiers. One complete experience.

Sustainer · Self-Study

$2,500

Regular $3,000

The complete In Awe journey—all modules, partner pathways, journals, bridges, and community. Lifetime access, self-paced.

Supporter · Self-Study + Circles + Support Scholarships

$5,500

Regular $6,000

Everything in Self-Study, plus 4 live 75-minute guided Circle Sessions over 8 weeks—shared support in a small, intentional group. Your enrollment also directly sponsors scholarship access for other families.

Steward · Self-Study + Circles + Legacy Support

$8,500

Regular $9,000

Everything in Self-Study + Circles + Scholarship Support, plus direct support for future In Awe editions.

Scholarship access ($50) is available for families where cost is a genuine barrier—self-select, no application needed. See the FAQ below.

What's included in every tier

The complete In Awe experience

30 guided chapters on identity, fear, relationships, advocacy, uncertainty, and becoming

Partner pathways—their own becoming, not a support manual

The full companion journal ecosystem for parent, partner, children, and community

Cultural Scripts and Around the World perspectives woven throughout

Advocacy tools and scripts for care providers, workplaces, family, and boundaries

Transformation Bridges connecting personal change to family, community, and legacy

Invocations, blessings, affirmations, grounding practices, and Words to Carry

Loving Legacies—the full pregnancy loss companion, included for every family

Is this for me?

You may find yourself here if you're navigating:

Pregnancy at 35 or older

IVF or fertility journeys

Pregnancy after loss

High-risk or medically complex pregnancy

Emotional overwhelm, anxiety, or uncertainty

The identity-level shifts of becoming a parent

Or simply: you know this moment matters. You want to move through it consciously.

Included in full

Loving Legacies

Loving Legacies is included for every In Awe family—the full emotional architecture continues through grief for the bereaved person, their partner, their children, and their community.

For families who encounter pregnancy loss outside In Awe, Loving Legacies is also made freely available as a standalone companion—because grief should never meet a paywall.

Common questions

Before you join

Is this therapy or medical care?+
No. In Awe is educational emotional support and guided reflection—not therapy, not medical care. It's designed to complement clinical and medical support, not replace it.
Is this only for older parents?+
No. While the course was originally created with older parents especially in mind, anyone navigating a meaningful or emotionally complex pregnancy journey may resonate deeply.
Is partner support included?+
Yes—deeply. Partner pathways are woven throughout every section, with dedicated Thresholds and Between journals for partners. Partners are treated as full people on their own journey through this transformation, not simply support roles.
What if I'm already postpartum?+
Much of In Awe remains deeply relevant in the early postpartum period—especially around identity, emotional integration, relationships, and becoming.
Is this self-paced?+
Yes. In Awe is entirely self-paced—there's no schedule to follow and no deadline. You move through the material when and how it serves you, and return to it whenever you need. Lifetime access is included in every tier.
What if finances are tight?+
Scholarship access ($50) exists because meaningful emotional support shouldn't belong only to families with financial ease. It's self-select—no application, no explanation needed.

The threshold is already here. How you move through it is still yours to choose.

Founding pricing is available during this opening season, with every tier including the complete In Awe experience.

Choose the access point that fits your family.

In Awe — Founding Sustainer: Self-Study
$2,500.00